that can happen.

this weekend I watched a show
about people who get what they want.

in order to get what they want
they have to perform a task
and it might be really hard
or evil

or it might just seem that way
to the person who has to do it.

and they might change wants halfway through
or the want might start coming true
as the task is performed.

but the one thing they all do
is want something.

I don't know what I want.

But I keep performing anyway.

you're gonna carry that weight.

Dear Everything-I-Am-Marginally-Good-At:

Someday you and I are going to have a long talk about why you don't pay very much money, and why all your jobs are too far away, and why you won't give me any of them.